thanks guys! its moments like these a few kind and helpful words make all the difference.

to be honest with you, its been quite an emotional rollercoaster. im going to try and put it out of my hair for now and deal it with another time. on saturday im catching up with a bit of a guru on all things I6 turbo engine and come up with a total new gameplan. ill start purchasing parts for the repair and try and make more rational choices and listen to my better judgement.

ive tentatively purchased a MY04 GT Liberty to ease the publid transport shame!